Life is so… whatever.

i know i failed at keeping up with this blog again, but.

i am not fine. again.

will continue this 7 days thing when i’m not spontaneously bursting into tears at random times anymore.

May 10th, 2009. Batangas. PE1. Beach, mountains, and new friends.
The first second of two three weekends that made my summer of 2009 so much fun (the first being Antipolo weekend with Nico and friends, and third being David+David concert weekend right after Batangas weekend, of course, haha.)

I was supposed to post this last night, but I got home late and was so, so exhausted, so let’s just start this thing today.

calm down, deep breaths

(studio version here)

Okay. Outside David and David, Jason Mraz is my favorite artist. And outside any David songs (because obviously the Davids get their own ~category in my head, lmao), I think this song is my absolute favorite. It’s beautiful and inspiring and moving (plus it features James Morrison, who is another one of my favorites). I listen to it a lot when I’m stressed because it calms me and reminds me that it’s not the end of the world if I fail (but it will be the end of my scholarship, rofl).

all the details in the fabric
all the things that make you panic

See. It’s just details in the fabric. It’s not the entire picture.

It also reminds me that I’m not alone.

hang on, help is on the way
stay strong, i’m doing everything

And that whatever it is, it can be fixed.

if it’s a broken part replace it
if it’s a broken arm then brace it
it it’s a broken heart then face it

Seriously, if I had to pick only three songs to listen to for the rest of my life, one of them would be this.

Also, it was the first thing on my ~study~ playlist (I have different playlists for different moods, heh). Along with others that keep me from having panic attacks every time I see a line of code or study equations for circuits. (Two other essentials for that playlist are David Archuleta’s Save the Day and Michael Johns and Brooke White’s Life Is Okay. I listen to a lot of Idol music, I know haha. But hey, you get three songs instead of one, you don’t get to complain. XD)

IN CONCLUSION, JASON MRAZ IS MY HERO.

hold your own, know your name, and go your own way
and everything, everything will be fine

In an effort to revive this blog (I seem to be doing that quite a lot, hmm), I am doing this meme thing from LJ.

For one week, recommend/share:

Day one: a song
Day two: a picture
Day three: a book/ebook
Day four: a site
Day five: a youtube clip
Day six: a quote
Day seven: whatever tickles your fancy

Let’s see if I actually finish this, heh.